Trying to write every day

 

 

I have decided to write every day in this blog without any expectation of getting any visitor or traffic. I just want to practice writing because I want to be a writer. This is the best place for such practice and I started writing here 19 years ago. If I had kept on writing every day for the past 19 years then this blog would have got several thousand posts.

I really regret it a lot. However, I cannot change the past. I can only hope for working Seriously from now on. It takes only maximum 10 minutes for me to write a post here. So, I will not neglect it anymore and just keep on writing.  Back in 2009, I tried to write regularly here and there were some followers who visited my blog every day.

Then, you could subscribe a blog by your email address and that was great. You did not need to come here to read but you could read from your email inbox. Now, I have enough time every day for my writing. I just need to have patience and spend many hours sitting in my chair and table. It is like beginning from the scratch and I am going to try my best this time.

Here, I have to convince myself that if I work hard then success will come. Yes, having the dream of success is a good source of motivation but more than that, I must try to enjoy the process of writing. If I can enjoy, then, I have at least 10 hours of time every day to write and that is a lot of time because then I will be able to work 70 hours every week.

To be honest, I want to spend 100 hours of my time every week for writing because I know that when you can spend 100 hours a week, you will surely become successful beyond your wildest imagination.

Right now not even five persons read my posts in this blog but I know that in future it will be just the opposite. If I become successful as a writer, then a time will come when at least 10,000 people will read each of the posts now I am writing.

I’m hopeful about it because I have experienced it in Facebook. It is time for me to struggle every day and I am going to write at least 3000 words a day from now on. I wanted to write short stories and articles. This is my time to do such things and go for my dream.  You see, for the last 10 years, I was totally busy with building platform and trying for others.

Now, I want to totally try for myself for my own life and for my own career. I wanted to be a writer and I want to write and I want to spend all my hours for writing. Yes, I know that most of the things that I’m writing now are totally garbage and I wish that I could write better.

It doesn’t matter but what matters is that I am trying to write every day and so now later my quality will improve in writing.  I have to believe in myself and have the dream that may be after one year at least 1,000 people are going to read this post of today. There will be 30 to 40 comments and I will thank myself for trying. The beginning is always difficult and challenging but at this age, I know that if I can keep on trying success will come very soon.

It is like a mental game that I am playing with myself in which I have to become successful and win. If I can write a post of 1,000 words, then I have already own half of the battle even if the quality is not good at all. From my own experience I have noticed that if I can keep on trying every day then I will become successful. It happens because my skill improves and I learn how to become better and more successful. Yesterday, I watched a video in YouTube about the difference between willpower and discipline. It opened my eyes because I understood that I was never short in willpower but I always lacked discipline.

I have to learn to become disciplined and be prepared well for the activities that I want to do. For example, if I want to become a writer then I have to be prepared to spend 4-5 hours every day to write. I have to fight against the excuses that I gave for not being able to spend those four or five hours to write.

When you can work without any expectation of result or success only then, you become most successful. I’m amazed to see that I have been able to write more than 800 words in this post so far and I am going to stop when I hit the 1000 mark. That is an amazing achievement because I have written it within just half an hour. So, if I am patient for only 30 minutes and can focus then I can write a blog post of 1000 words.

So the challenge is not improving writing quality or achieving success but motivate merciless to focus for 30 minutes only. I have to remind myself that writing is the only thing that I wanted to do in my life and now the perfect opportunity has come in this regard.

I’m very happy to be able to write this blog post I would like to thank all of you who will be reading it in future. You see this simple dream that at least 10,000 people are going to read this post in future makes me feel more motivated and excited.

Will it really happen? I’m hopeful because I have experienced it in the past and I will get it in future too.