Sooner or Later You will Get what you Want

I am happy to say that life is starting to turn around for me after 5 years of suffering. My health is almost normal, my stress is almost gone and I am almost coming back to fulltime professional work. There is the feeling that the best time in life is just starting. Just a few months ago, the feeling was quite the opposite- there was hardly any hope for the future.

For the last 5 years, I have seen a lot of suffering and destruction. Now that I have almost left this behind, in a way, I am not unhappy for the suffering and destruction. To be honest, I have learnt a lot of things. I have become patient and wise. This experience has given me hope for the future. Now, I feel stronger, wiser and happier.

The most important lesson to learn from the suffering of 64 months is that no matter what I must not give up hope. Trying hard and being patient are very important skills in life. If you can simply keep on trying then sooner or later you will get what you want. 

Life is full of challenges: Be Brave

 I am almost getting back my health and energy. I am not sick anymore. This is a great feeling and at last, I am really happy and excited for the future. I have dreamt of this time for the last 5 years. Here it is at last. My health is normal and stress has decreased significantly. I can work some and I am hoping to come back to full time work within the next 4 months.

I simply cannot remember the last time, I felt good for a week or for a month. At last, I feel some normal and I am hopeful that life will become better in every side. However, there is always new challenge in every step of life.

Life is not a fairytale story for most people. There are difficulties and challenges. It is important how you can deal with your problems. You cannot expect that life will be good all the time. Then it will become monotonous and you will suffer from boredom. So, always be prepared for challenges in life and face them like a brave person. You have to be brave if you want to get out of the best from your life. 

Great to be back to Writing and Blogging

Simply, I am grateful to God that my condition has almost become normal. I really like to thank all of the readers of this blog for coming here. I have to thank the 94 followers who did not unfollow me despite the fact that I have done nothing. Well, from today, I have started a new blog called Ecombd: http://ecombd.net/

It is about e-commerce sector of Bangladesh. Yes, now I am working and trying a lot about this industry. We all have to make a living. I do it by working freelance. Now, I am trying to become an expert on e-commerce.

So, how about writing and translating. Well, I am not giving up my dream as a writer and in fact, I am translating some stories from English to Bangla and recently, I translated a novel from Bangla to English. As my health is improving, I am almost back to writing. I want to learn about e-commerce because one day I really like to become a professional author and write many novels, short stories, essays, non-fiction books and carry out many research works. Well, writing is not that tough but earning from writing is tough and that is why, I want to learn about promoting and selling my content in Internet.  

Back to Blogging Again

I had to give up blogging at the beginning of 2011. Then for 3 years (2011-2013), I could not blog at all and even writing a simple blog post in a day became impossible. I simply could not do any work. I suffered from bad health and mental stress. I feel that now, I can come back to do some writing and blogging is the thing I have enjoyed a lot since I seriously started it in 2006.

I am happy that it is not a false start. I don’t want to be a professional blogger- at least not at this point of time. I don’t want to suffer the stress of going after money through blogging. I live in a country where Paypal has not yet come. So, asking for donation for my blog or selling an ebook is out of the question. To make a living out of blogging would require a lot of efforts here. So, it is really not the time.

However, I can blog to get some recognition- getting some links from some top blogs and websites. Yes, I am going to blog for fun.

Ups and Downs: Downs and Ups

I just hope that this is not a false start. I feel that my health has improved enough to start writing again. Well, to be honest, my health was good even 6 months ago but sadly and unfortunately, I fell into a serious problem in life while trying to help others. Also, I had to do two big projects and had to make two trips abroad in the past six months. As a result, I suffered a number of false starts and at times, I almost gave up hope of coming back to writing not because of bad health but because of too much stress.

Health has really improved significantly over the last six months. Stress has decreased a lot too. I feel much clear in my brain now when I sit to write. In fact, last month (December 2013), I could translate a novel from Bangla to English. I translated around 37,000 words in a month. Well, the quality of the translation work was not bad either. So, I achieved something and it gave me a lot happiness. That is why I feel that it is not a false start this time.

This doing something concrete has given me real hope. I have gained a much needed momentum and all I need now is to just continue working on it. So, I like to come back to blogging and then I hope to become a successful writer in future. I always wanted to write and I have struggled a lot in life because of this decision. Anyway, we have opened a new blog on Bangladesh and I hope to write there regularly from now. It is an easy topic for me as I live here. Actually, I should have started a blog about Bangladesh much earlier.

So, after suffering a lot of downs, I hope that it is my time to go up in life. Health is wealth indeed and suffering in life is not bad. My struggles and sufferings have made me wiser. This wisdom has made me very happy. I don’t get sad or depressed like past. I also don’t get emotional over small and silly things in life. I am an Aries and like an Aries, maturity has come much later. I hope that I can make the best use of my wisdom that has come after suffering many failures.  

Never Give Up: Try Before Quitting

From yesterday, I have noticed that I can write blog posts naturally. For 3-5 years, it was very difficult for me to concentrate on blogging or writing naturally because of very bad health, bad stress and tension. Even last, week, I could not realize that I would be able to get so much better within a week. For the last months, I tried to rest as much as possible. This has been perhaps the main reason for my improvement in health. When you are out of work for a long time then it becomes very tough to come back to real work.

I have learnt a very important lesson. Most of the time, I was frustrated and I saw hardly any hope for the future. However, I never gave up and kept on trying. I never quitted. This is the main reason that I am standing tall again in life. Of course, I still have to go a long way but I feel much better and normal now.

Life is full of ups and downs. At times, life is boring too. However, life can be beautiful if you try to keep on fighting. 

Health is Wealth: Life is larger than Sorrow and Depression

I have not posted any entry in this blog since October 7, 2012. 2013 has been more or less a very difficult year for me so far. However, my health has improved a lot. I suffered many obstacles and problems related to others. I had to fight a lot for some of my close people. In fact, now my main problem is not health anymore but some personal problems and obstacles. Even most of the problems are not mine. However, since some of my disciples are facing obstacles in life, I am trying my best to help them.

Well, I hope that things will become much better for all of us and I can get back to full time work within a short time. It is this hope that has kept me alive and kept me going for the last 5 years. At times, it has been very frustrating and I felt that there was no hope for the future. At the on hand, my health only became from bad to worse and then I could not deal with the everyday real life challenges.

Things are becoming better and now, my main challenge is to gradually get back to real life work. It is a challenge because I have lost the habit of writing or working every day. I know that it will not be easy to get back that habit. In the last 5 years, I tried a lot to get this habit of working everyday but I failed and that is why, I have lost any hope of getting it back. However, my health has improved a lot personal problems have decreased significantly too. So, there is now real possibility of getting back to work.

When I look back to the last 5 years now, I feel happy and satisfied. Yes, things have been very tough indeed but the experience I have gathered is valuable too. I realize very well that failure is not bad, suffering is not bad. If you learn your lessons then you can become stronger and happier. You will become more successful in life. I am grateful to God that I could continue fighting during very harsh conditions. I have learnt a very important lesson that heath is indeed wealth. I must never neglect my health. I also must remain hopeful in difficult times. Life has ups and downs.

I also have realized that it is important to look after my mind too. IN tough times, a movie can make change your mood. I watched some underdog movies in the last one year. This week, I watched the movie Glory Road. This movie has inspired a lot and has given me real hope. I have remained most of my life a real underdog and perhaps time has come for me to accomplice something.

The future looks to be bright for me from now on. May be, I will have unprecedented success in life within in the next few years.