My Dream

 

I know that at this age, talking about dream is something that is very difficult.  After all, I am in my 50s and this is the time when people start thinking about retirement  and spend the rest of their life with peace.  But I have just started my dream simply because my life and my career has taken a radical shift or change.

So, what I am trying to do?  I am just trying to do something for myself.  You see, I want to focus on my life, my career and my achievements.  This is something I really wish that I should have started 5 or 6 years ago, but I did not do it and now I want to.

So, what I used to do? I was dedicated for 10 years to try for others. I was the president of e-commerce association of Bangladesh and then took a number of initiatives in Facebook groups. I was successful trying for others.

My one group called Search English got 3.3 million members and many people became successful in practicing English and also I worked for several e-commerce related Facebook groups  and many people became famous, they got their sales, etc.  That is fine and I am really happy for the success of others, but now is the time that I want to focus generally on my own career, on my own life. I often feel that I have wasted my potential and now it is time and it is not too late  to try for myself.

I want to be a writer now. I want to write in a blog and I want to be a blogger and I want to be a successful writer that my writing will be read by many people. I have already seen in Facebook that thousands of people have read my writings in the last  10 years and now I want the same thing to happen in blogs.

I was a blogger during 2006 to 2010. I want to get back to blogging and serial blogging after 15 years.  Then I want to be a podcaster.

I was always a fan of radio and I like audio. So, I want to create podcasts for internet and I want to do it almost on a regular basis. After that, I want to be a YouTuber.

 I was never comfortable with video, but now it is time that I want to start working with video because this is something, although I don't feel comfortable, but many people like  and I want to reach them. This is one thing that I seriously want to try. I know that it will become very difficult for me, but I want to try my best because it is totally for myself.

Now, I have to change my mindset. I have to change the way I think. This is very, very difficult and almost impossible.

You see, in the past, I used to always think of others. I want to have them become successful, talk in television or in media, they become famous in Facebook, etc.

However, now the situation has changed and I want to totally try for myself. I want my success and I want to become a successful person.  I am hopeful for the future.

 I am hopeful because I have experienced time and again that when I can focus on something, I become successful. But what happened in the past was that I used to change my track and as a result, I became successful in several things, but it was like jack of all trades, but must have  come. (So, now I want to really change my life and focus on my work.

I want to become successful and I want to try my best.