Back After 54 Days

 

I have come back to this blog after 54 days. The last post that I had was on April 13, 2025, and today is June 5 of the same year.

3 months ago I decided that I promised myself that I will never become irregular on this blog again. However, this time I do not regret my absence as I did something very valuable.

You see, for the last 54 days, I was extremely busy writing on a Medium website. I have written 54 posts on 54 days and also more than 2300.

Most of the comments were long and meaningful, and that is why I have learned a lot. Now it does not take a lot of time to write a post for this blog, and this is my main important.

I am now Committed

I'm now committed to my writing and my career. For the last 10 years, I've tried a lot for building platforms on Facebook and I dedicated my life for others.

I became active on Medium because I wanted to transform myself from a platform maker to a solo professional. This transformation has happened, and I am extremely happy for it.

New Habit

I have really developed a writing habit, and now it does not matter for me to write 2,000 words today. I don't need to write in this block every day, but even if I write just one post a week, I'll be happy and that will be enough.

The best thing that has happened is that I have become almost totally free from my addiction of social media, and most particularly Facebook.

From today, I'm not going to spend a lot of time on Medium. In fact, I'm going to write only a few comments.

Free Time

As a result, I have not a lot of free time to write, and my speed has improved significantly. I first decided that I can become a real writer.

Here I do not need to write a long post, I will just write from my heart and even if no one reads that is not a problem.

Now I am hopeful that I will become a successful writer, and many people will read my writings in this blog. So, I believe in it because I am not totally committed for myself.

Personal Brand

I spent 10 years for developing brands for organizations, associations, companies, Facebook groups, etc. Now it is time for me to develop my personal brand, and I'm totally committed to it.

I know that nothing will change or improve in this short term, but I am not concerned about it at all. I'm hopeful that within six-seven months, or within this year, my personal branding will reach a level where whatever I write will at least be read by one or two thousand people.

At first, I am becoming a writer and committed to writing. I want to be a professional blogger and blog about some topics.

I can write Now Regularly

 

For the last 19 days, I've been practicing writing thousands of words. Most of the days I wrote at least 10,000 words, but I didn't publish any of the majority portion. The main reason is that it was just practice, and I was probably repeating the same things over and over again. It was garbage, nonsense, and not worth publishing - even on a personal blog.

I know that there is no benefit in from such a practice but there is a huge and significant change. The significant change that has taken place is that now I can write and I am writing posts regularly. This has made such a remarkable difference in my heart because now I feel that I will become a writer very soon.

I am now on the midst of a transformational journey from a platform maker to a solo professional. It has been really very tough journey for me but because of practicing so much in the last 19 days now I feel that I am very near to becoming a professional writer.

I just need to practice every day. I have to write every day. If I can write every day, then quality will improve. From tomorrow, I'm not going to practice writing 10,000 words. I'm going to focus on writing quality content or quality posts in my blogs.

I have realized that when I write about personal journeys or personal opinions in a blog post, then I write very well. I know that there are many readers of such posts, but I have to find them, or in other words, they have to find me.

This is now the only challenge because I know that the things that I am writing is not that bad. Some people will enjoy reading them and some people will really be benefited from it because I know from my own experience or from my own observation that millions of people are suffering the way I have experienced in the last few years.

I really wish that a few thousands of them would find my writings, but if it was in the past then it would have been very easy. Now I am in a very serious, challenging situation. I have to summon all my mental strength and my courage and become a serious and professional writer. I have to spend all my hours, even if I am sick, I will try to become a writer. I try to write consistently and continuously every day.

It's alright if my writing isn't up to the mark. But I know deep in my heart that millions of people would benefit if they read my blog posts. This personal conviction is very important because right now I feel that there will be a time when thousands of people will read this post because they will try to understand the journey I had, the challenges I faced. It can help some of them to have mental courage during tough times.

To be honest, suddenly I feel motivated because I have the feeling that my post in future would bring a lot of mental strength to many readers from across the world. The posts are written in English language. They are depicting my challenging journey to become a writer at this old age.

This motivation, this inspiration, and encouragement will become a very big asset for me. I feel now that if I keep on trying, then soon I will become successful. Thousands of people will read my post every day. I'm no longer a platform creator, but I am now a writer and a solo professional.

I like to imagine now that maybe after one year, 10 or 20,000 people are reading this post. Many of them are suffering and they are finding it difficult to move forward in life. Maybe some of them are sick, maybe some of them are mentally depressed. But I know that my writing will help them. So I feel now excited, I feel delighted that yes I'm doing something that can bring some benefit for many people in future.

As I stated earlier, I have realized I am very good at writing personal-type posts on blogs. So I won't stop writing such posts because I know that at some point, they will bring comfort to thousands of people. I must be optimistic because in the past, I've noticed that thousands of people have read my posts on Facebook.

 I am very good at encouraging people, and I have noticed it on Facebook. Now I want to experience the same kind of success in blogging.

If you are reading this post, I want to state that you are really not alone in your suffering. There are millions of people who are even in worse conditions than you. Just try to have some mental peace and mental strength. This can really help you a lot to change your life.

I am writing this personal post only because now I am going through a tough career in my life and struggling to change myself and to transform myself to become a solo professional. That is why almost every day I am writing a personal post or a post depicting my personal journey in life.

I'm trying to make it long and often repeating maybe the same idea over and again. It is happening because I just want to start writing again.

I will really work hard from now on. I want to become successful, first of all for myself. But at the same time I want to become successful so that some of you would be motivated from reading this post. This is solely a personal journey, a tale of struggle and failure but after that life will become much better for me. I am really hopeful. I pray to God every day, and I am trying my best now.

If you really like this post, I would request you to write a comment and share your own story.

Why should we be optimistic in Life?

 

Can you imagine being in a condition when everything is against you in life?

For the last 14 years I have mainly written about my struggle in life and with my health I struggled a lot. Actually, I did not write about most of the things that I suffered. I just merely said that I have to keep on trying, I must keep on going etc. I am happy that I did it in this blog.

 I tried to console myself. I tried to encourage myself and that is a very big encouragement for me. Today, I am going to talk about the importance of optimism in life. Why should you be optimistic?

I have struggled a lot

I have struggled a lot in my life - perhaps much more than any average person. Still, I have achieved a lot of success. I have achieved a fairy-tale type of success in life that hardly few people can imagine. On the other hand, I had also experienced many failures and depressions and distractions. Now I am passing a rough time, but on the other hand, I am hopeful. I am hopeful because I know that after this stage, life will become much better.

Hope can help you

This sense of optimism is a great blessing in life. I know it very well. It is very difficult to keep going during the tough times. However, I have realized that if I can do it, then after that life can become much better. I can have a lot of success and happiness both at the same time. I just need to keep on trying with my head high and I must have hope in my heart.

Ups and Downs

Life has its ups and downs, and more than most people I know it very well. I have experienced it a lot. I have suffered many challenging times but each time I came back stronger. I had a better life. Now it is my time to just keep on trying. This time the challenge is very straightforward - to become a writer. More than that, my challenge is that from a platform maker I am trying to become a solo professional.

Solo Professional

By solo professional, I mean that I will just try to focus on my own life and my own career. I just need to work for myself. I want my success. And this was supposed to be very easy, as everyone enjoys working for their own success. However, for me it is very difficult because I changed my course of life ten years ago. I tried to work for others' benefits and I became successful, but now I want to change it. I want to totally focus on myself.

100 Day Journey

I believe in the idea that if you try for something for 100 days seriously, then you will notice significant improvement and even some modest amount of success. I have experienced it many times in life. Now I am going to try for it. More than that, if I can keep on trying for one year, then I will have fairytale kind of success.

Not only do I believe it, I have experienced in my own life many times. So this time I am going to try my best. It is only the tenth day of my hundred-day journey, and I have to just focus on myself. If I can do it, then within hundred days I will see significant improvement.

Small Steps

Right now I'm just only trying to practice writing every day. Every day I'm typing aimlessly, but a lot. For example, for the last 16 days I have been continuously typing 10,000 words. Today is the 17th day and I feel that today I can do my work better. It is a significant improvement. From tomorrow most probably I will start writing much better and more regularly.

At first, you see, there is no benefit for just simply typing aimlessly; it does not make any sense, but wasting days after days the whole day. Now I feel that I have got the ability to type in this blog at least which I could not do for many years.

After One Year

I have decided that I will keep on trying for my own life and for my own work. I want to be a writer and I will try my best this one year. I know that now hardly anyone will read this post and even if they read it really doesn't matter to them. However, I am hopeful that after one year I will get a decent amount of success then I will share this post and I will come back here. I am hopeful that thousands of people will read this post regularly. It is a part of my journey. It is a part of my challenging journey. I am hopeful that life will be much better after one year of trying.

I can write Now

Yes, I can write now, even if it's not up to the mark at all. Still, I can write. I will continue writing from now on. I am hopeful that I can achieve real success this time for myself. Whatever I have achieved in the last ten years was mostly for the platform or for others. Now it is my time to achieve something for myself. Really trying this time.

Final Words

I realized that I must never lose hope. Instead, I must focus on my own life. I wanted to be a writer, and this time I am trying very seriously. I must have the courage and also I must have the optimism in my heart. This can change many things. I have realized the main problem at last. I must have hope and try for more one year.

I've seen it many times that if I try for something for one year, very little success happens. This time, I'm going to try for myself totally, and I am hopeful that life will be much better.

What about you? How did you manage to keep on going during tough time?